Well last night, me and Bubblebutt broke up for real this time. I've never felt that way about anyone before, which is why it hurt so bad when it happened. I mean, the way things were going it seemed like it was going to happen -- but I didnt want to admit it. The good thing about the whole thing was that there was no hard feelings, it was mutual I guess. Bubblebutt is an amazing person, and I'm glad we spent a good portion of our lives together. We had good times and bad, I'll always remember the good times and the bad made us stronger. We definately learned from eachother so our relationship wasnt just another fling. I can definately say it's going to be hard to find someone (if there is anyone) who i'll love as much as I loved Bubblebutt. It's sad to say but the Bubblebutt + Jonjon door ... is closed.
Yesterday I had the time of my life for someone who is supposed to be on punishment ( lol ) One of the best 4th of July's I ever had. I went to Yonkers with my little Cousin Sebastien (who is NOT little) and my Aunt Marie (who is really just my mom's best friend lol). We went to a cookout, it was an African cookout though (lol) I was expecting one of those southern family cookouts, but boy was I surprised. We had fun though, I learned how to barbeque and I played basketball (never again lol) One downside of the cookout was the kids. Oh man those kids ... the little girl Janet insisted on touching my face after rolling around in dirt and shit. Like c'mon little girl, GTFO! Of course i didn't say it. The people were really nice and I bonded with my cousin (lol) After the cookout, we headed back to manhattan so I could wash up cause I was feeling nasty (lol) and we decided to go to the movies to see Transformers & boy was it GREAT! It was explode-y and funny at times too. Megan Fox never looked so sexy fighting crime and kickin Deceptacon booty. She makes me want to a motorcycle (lol) So it was about 11:30 so me and Seb walked home but he was being a pussy and walking fast since we were on 125th street at night (lol) But he got over it once we hit 137th (smh) then as we went down to Riverside, we almost got blew up by a firecracker and all the spanish people were lookin at us like we were crazy for walking there. Overall I had a lot of fun, can't wait till next 4th of July!
So, I've been contemplating for a while what I wanna be when I'm older. I was told my time for thinking was running out. But I think I've figured it out! I want to be a graphic designer -- you know, make billboards, album covers, etc ... -- that sort of thing. I definately don't see myself in a stiff corporate setting (as much as my mom would love to see me in that setting) This profession is ideal for me because I love taking pictures and sprucin 'em up ( lol ) Now I'm pretty excited about college now that I've figured what I want to do .